I am wondering what purpose this blog serves if I cannot keep updating it at a decent rate. Previous attempts had failed due to hacks and whatever other failures came about and all of those posts are now lost, or probably on webarchive somewhere. But seriously, who cares. There are so many blogs out there, what does this serve except to be some sort of public journal of my thoughts… why would anyone care about that? Except, maybe, future employers googling me.
So after all the previous posts of advice and thoughts about life, here I am navel-gazing and wondering if it’s worth it at all. Maybe it should be, for me at least… to look back and remind myself of my own life lessons and things I think about. Maybe I’ll look back and disagree with my previous self. To see what I was and where I am now and marvel at the journey I’ve been on.
Maybe my kids will read this and be inspired, moved, or hopefully take the life advice and make their lives better. I really hope for this one. To see who their father was and what he thought and learn from his mistakes.
Memories fade, but here’s a blog post in black and white. Life is such a curious thing. So multi-faceted. So many things to take into account. The what’s and the how’s of day-to-day life morphing into the why’s and wherefore’s of our entire existence.
Maybe what this blog is for is for all the rambling… so your thoughts are cast out of your head and you can see them for what they are and make sense of them.
So… after all that, maybe I’ll keep this blog. It seems useful if I take this particular example into account. I did not mean to post anything and yet here we are. Life is such a curious thing.