This has been floating around my mind recently…
A grey day… stone cobbled street, empty, shops closed on the right side. Sitting on a grey concrete bench facing away from the shops toward the refreshingly green park on the opposite side, is Kafka, wearing red-shaded horn-rimmed glasses masking tears as he reads today’s newspaper.
Why tears? Because the monsters manifested in his tales have manifested themselves in men’s souls today… they’ve become animals.
His tears fall like rain from the threatening clouds above onto the paper flowers in the park. Each flower had a kid’s writing on it. They were from kindergarten classes the world over where kids were asked to write down their dreams on pieces of paper and were then made into awkward origami flowers, now lying in the luscious green… being soaked, faded and limp from Kafka’s rain tears.
He slumps into the bench, Kafka, falling inside himself, the rain now burning holes into the ground around him, each hole getting bigger and deeper revealing the Hell beneath. Real Hell.. fires and heat, men and stones… beyond this world’s worst nightmare or horror movie. Gut-wrenching screams from its pit, loud enough to make your heart burst, and thousands of them, endless torture between fire and darkness… and not the darkness you know, the one you refer to when you say you’re ‘afraid of the dark’. This is true darkness, in every sense of the word, the absence of light, the absence of all things good. Psychological darkness, utter dread, humiliation, loneliness, shame. Crushing. From all sides. From within and without. No escape. Endless. And then the fire added to it. Burns and pain unimaginable. Remember burning your finger on the stove as a kid? Multiply that by infinity… and all over your body, and you’ll be a little close to what this is.
The tortures on top of this darkness and fire… the worst of this earth doesn’t come close. Endless. Over and over again. Mostly for those who caused others such pain and hardship on this Earth. “This world, this life was just a test.” Kafka says under his breath to the Calico Cat sitting next to him. The Calico Cat miauws her agreement with a sombre expression. She was a re-incarnation of someone from a past life and is now sitting wondering if cats really do have 9 lives… 9 tests. “Roadkill… that’s evidence against this 9 lives nonsense.” And then jumps from the bench, over the Hell-holes and frolics among the limp paper dream flowers. Trampling already limp dreams in utter ecstacy… unaware, ignorant… in a luscious green field soaked in tears.
As the rain continues, the tears form a stream, then a river flowing fast away from Hell but is stopped shirt by a wall with barb wire and walking guards armed to the teeth under a huge sign…”No Love.”
Kafka and the Calico Cat now see this and run to the wall to ask the guards…”How much patience must you have to overcome?” The guard replies in a heavy bass tone and a stern expression… “Oodles.”
The river keeps flowing in wave after wave and cracks form on the wall eventually breaking through in a spectacular slow motion of flying bricks and mortar, falling walls, guards jumping out of the way and the large “No Love.” Sign breaking off and slowly falling into the river…being taken away to eternity, never to be read again, by anyone. The smiling Calico Cat laughs at this brilliant show and turns to Kafka saying… “The river’s realised it couldn’t quench Hell’s fires… so it’s looking for Heaven instead.” Kafka smiles through his red lenses and white teeth. “Yes, but it had to experience Hell first.”
Kafka then grabs an axe from one of the guards and chops some branches and other hangings from the Tree of Life and builds a little boat with an oar… Takes the Calico Cat, jumps in and they went sailing down the river… together, through the broken wall and passed the fallen guard… to eternity.